Life, more personal than a relationship, offers incentives to all . It
does not preclude its perimeter aids to living to those who, inspite of its
insistent enlightenment, lose sight of its constant reassurances. Life
ultimately holds all in the widest handcuffs of containment, and it does
not too harshly condemn you by self guilt, unlike man made law and dogma
housed in protocol. In sincerity the point of return is available long
after the human mercy toleration factor is exhausted. For lifes purpose
is just life, even though all who live in Alibabas cave find that to
report theft is a misfired joke. Like the grass surrounded in concrete
each one gets enough clues that work with unbetrayable evidence.It is still
possible to plead innocence again whatever!
Whatever side of the human war man made law is, and whatever point of both
sides you are at, not even an illusion need be jettisoned before the step
to awareness is irrevocably proven, with an earthy trust that confronts
nothing, does not condone hurt, and declares suffering is not inevitable.
Not realising all is secondary to experience I thought that within the
written word, once mastered, I could dictate to circumstance, so arriving
at youth from childhood. Because of war this was blocked where ever I
turned.
I knew well its pangs as it ploughed through intention, took allegiance
to unworthy promises, crystalised appraisal and after survival sanctified
reality. Beauty was more than mere appreciated display, its recognition
deepened endurance, allowed more sympathetic understanding of fraility.
Secure relationship is most meaningful to life at its most heightened
integration. This realisation, more than all philosophies, threaded
meaning into purpose. Life is a living witness, a translateable hope, a
fresh immergence into happening, happening from which humanity could
survive without loss of sanctity of individual dignity. Lifes bonded
meaning was paramount to all the froth and bubble, never so reduced by any
systems misuse that it could be seriously impaired, ensuring response to
recognition, and lasting allegiance never betraying. Life did not betray
me, I betrayed life, having denied life meaning too long.
Mauled by the passions of my own emotions and quite wrongly blaming the
world outside of me, I was left a youthful cynic, mindlessly geared to self
destruction, and in dire distress I was an easy victim of those who wished
to turn my hands to feet, taking the apperatifs of self forgetfulness.
When the straws of belief were grasped, they proved wisps without substance
in the world, and I then realised the journey man had made from the caves
over a million years could become total vanity.
Kindness attempts which failed, or were misunderstood, or were orientated
for other motives, or were thanklessly consumed by channels less than
need, have been passed through, and doing within such acts becomes
fulfilling only to the full, when such contributions are motivated from the
highest principals only. Only then does this vital human attribute have
multiplied meaning in the continual reaction for the good.
Desperation is like a deterrent and cancels energy, deflates morality, and
this erosion is due to over-exposure if it is not checked by positive
detached recognition of limitations and the sheer need to keep energy
generating in an action based , not on how much needs doing, but striving
for excellence in what is done.
Each ones ebbe and flow of morality is adjusted in each others hand, and
each share recognises the depth of inter human dependency. This is a
key to regeneration and perpetuity , and lightheartedness assists.